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If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.

I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.

I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

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Oct 6, 2008
Machine, Oh Machine
@ Oct 6, 2008 04:54 am (aizyn)

      2.55 am now and what am I doing here? I have class tomorrow morning and of course I need to wake up so freaking early in the morning. Rawr ! I hate Monday. Since I was kids, Monday is the last thing that I would love. 

      Blogging? Duh. I don't know why I am here. I'm just finished with machine report. I don't know if what I'm doing is correct or not, just do it. But, I ditch the procedure part since I really have no idea what to put or hentam in that part. My brain already exhausted at the moment to produce any creative idea to put as procedure. So, I stop. Yes, I stop. Even Mat told me that we should send the report tomorrow. I don't care. Let just other continue that part. Just a procedure for them to continue. I don't want to do it anymore.



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Oct 5, 2008
Kwon Sang Woo
@ Oct 5, 2008 12:51 pm (aizyn)

      Don't you know him? The main actor in Stairway to Heaven. That cute eye candy guy, Kwon Sang Woo. He's married to Son Tae Young now. Such a lovely couple. So gorgeous together. Sang Woo TT_TT Congrats to the couple. May live happily ever after!

Credit : as tagged + suejinners@soompi



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Oct 2, 2008
Another 3
@ Oct 2, 2008 02:04 am (aizyn)

      Yup. Another 3, all with different mood. 




 


 



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Sep 29, 2008
Lets Blend'em!
@ Sep 29, 2008 05:24 pm (aizyn)

      Been practising with photoshop lately. Currently working on blending. So, here is a few of latest posters that I made (:

 

I messed up with some parts in the poster below. I love her stock. So pretty <33 And the guy is cute too. Teehee.

 

I just made the poster below a few hours ago (:

I know. I know. I said I don't like to do anything that involved my syg, Jaejoongie with any other girl. Even I like BoA a lot, but I don't like BoJoong pair. No offence. But, Jaejoong's picture in here is too sexy and I hardly can't resist it. So, I make a try and here is the result. Teehee. Supposely the poster should include Jaejoong, BoA and Yunho, but naa. I hardly can blend three people in a poster. Just a newbie and blending two already giving me hard time. Teehee. So, miahne.

 

 



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Sep 28, 2008
Why 15?
@ Sep 28, 2008 09:33 pm (aizyn)

      Sheera! This is all because of you! XD

      15 Perkara Tentang Saya. Teehee.

      1. Keras kepala. Aha. Yup. Yang ni mmg from zaman pirate lg, if you're one of those who are so special enough to know me well, mesti tau betapa keras kepalanya kepala tuan punya blog ni. Once dh nekad with something, xkira lo by hook or by crook, I'll stick with my decision. Full stop. I know what I am doing, even sometimes, for you, what I am doing is just a useless thing. I have my own reason for everything, and I don't need to tell the whole world why and what I am doing.

      2. Unpredictable. Yup. That is me. Even sometimes, I can figure out what I want to do next. Don't even try to figure out what I am into next because the result might be so far away from what you are guessing. Ever heard one new thing called out of blue =p

      3. Sgt senang nk mengalirkn air mata, tapi plg tak suka org nmpk. If you are one of those lucky person who ever saw me cry before, it means that I just can't stand it anymore and happened to be that I need to let it out. Yup. Believe it or not, I can cry for nothing, for no reason. But, if I cry for nothing, I only do that when I am alone. I still remember there was one day which I cried for four hours, but to be honest, I don't really know why I can stop the tears from falling.

      4. I love my two younger brothers the most. Besides my parents, if I have to choose who I love the most, I would answer my two not-so-little brothers the most. Yes, they can be really annoying at times. They can be the most person that I want to kill, but it happened to be that I love them both the most. Don't ask me why, but I am so glad to have them both and give me the priceless experience to be a sister. Thanks God for my two little brothers.

      5. Kim Jaejoong. Siapa kata kita xboleh sayang dekat orang yang xde langsung pertalian dengan kita and to be more specific, orang tu cuma seseorang yang paling dekat kita boleh tgk cuma dekat screen komputer? Percaya atau tidak, itu hakikatnya. I love this one person named Kim Jaejoong. At first, I might like him because of his face, his voice? Then I start to love his personality. But now, I just love him the way he is. I don't need any reason anymore to love him.

      6. Sorry. Sorry always seems to be hardest word for me. Macam tajuk lagu? Aha. Tp tu the truth. I still remember my last time saying a sorry to someone, and it happened to be she shattered my heart into pieces after that. I promise to myself after that that I am so not going to say sorry to her anymore after this even if she sick because of me. I learnt from my lesson.

      7. I can be a crazy fangirl when it comes to my love DBSK! Diorg baru je released their 4th album - Mirotic and SM really knows how to make us fans deathly poor. 5 version for Mirotic. He!l. If I am freaking rich, I am so going to buy all five versions, but I am not. And even if I buy all those 5 versions, you know what? Sheera already promised that she would tell my mom about that. So, note to myself, no 5 versions of Mirotic for my cupboard. No!

      8. I love Jaejoong's rapping in Wrong Number! Ooh-la-la. Thank you my syg for rapping in that song. You know how addicted I am to rapping part nowadays. *coughcoughcoughblamegdforthatcoughcoughcough*

      9. I have a dream. To be a writer. I want to write, but I just can't find a suitable time or a steady plotline for my story. I just have Chocolate Milk and Coffee in my head at the moment. Lets see what I can do next. Hope my dreams will come true. InsyaAllah.

      10. I am not a blog-er type. You can see that if you know me really well. I hardly update my blog. Sheera! Do you know how much I'm suffering to finish this 15 facts! And now its only 10! Five more to go! Ommo.

      11. I used to love Changmin honey before. Yup. Sheera and I know about this so well. We used to love Jaejoong and Changmin the most before. How about now, hun? Teehee. Look at my number five, okay ;)

      12. I am Miroticfied at the moment!

      13. I sleep with Kim Jaejoong's lullaby every night (except when I go hiatus for two months with them before this)

      14. I downloaded four same videos before just because I'm craving for the HQ-ish one. I know. Crazy. Don't say that I'm crazy because only me, I repeat, only me can call myself crazy.

      15. Last! I am so happy because this is my number 15! Thats it. I am so happy. Lets dongbang'em now!

      Bye!

      Oh, before I forget. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to everyone. Maaf Zahir & Batin andai kata pernah tersalah bahasa, tersalah bicara, terkasar perbuatan. Sesungguhnya diri ini hanya insan biasa yang tidak pernah lari daripada melakukan kesilapan and seringkali terlupa.



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Sep 24, 2008
Mirotic For Me
@ Sep 24, 2008 03:08 pm (aizyn)

      What a day! I'm loving this day. No class for me *coughcoughcough* Sitting in front of the computer from 5.30 am until now. Having my happy enjoyable time with dloading 2 AM and 2 PM album. Now, I'm waiting for a movie - Temptation Of Wolves to finish dloading. Two more parts and I'm free to dload another story. Teehee.

      While waiting for the movie to finish dload, I try to make a poster. I want to make a poster with Jaejoong in it, but one second after that, I changed my mind. With the pairing of Jaejoong x Yeonhee, it is just a no no for me. I'm not into Yeonhee. Okay. I don't like Yeonhee. Don't ask me why. I just don't like her. Miahne. That is not the only reason. I just like Jaejoong alone. Not with any pairing of him with any other girl. I don't like any pair of Jaejoong with whoever. But, I love Suyin so much <33 Teehee.

      Happy Mirotic everyone. Teehee. I know that the release date for the album had been postponed, but everyday is a Mirotic for me now (: Teehee.



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Sep 21, 2008
New born
@ Sep 21, 2008 12:37 pm (aizyn)

      Alhamdulillah. Syukur, Alhamdulillah. Kak Ada dah selamat melahirkan bayi perempuan pada jam 6.45 pagi di Hospital Selayang, wad 5a, katil 12. Berat bayi 3.11 kg.

      A new born. A new mom. A new father. Maha Kuasa Allah. Gotta go and visit them soon! Yada! Yada!



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Sep 20, 2008
So Yesterday
@ Sep 20, 2008 09:57 pm (aizyn)

      Actually, I'm supposed to write this yesterday. Yes, yesterday. But, it happened to be I'm so lazy to write it out yesterday after I arrived home at 12 pm and it's already 2 am after I'm spazzing a lot alone for Mirotic full version. "Under my skin." Woop! It's uber sexy. Listen to it, spazz and love!

      Yesterday was such a good day. So many good, happy things happened yesterday, right Fatin? Even my moral class got cancel, but I got the chance to have my ice cream. Yada! Yada!

      There's a lot to say, but I don't know what and where to start with. I'm not a blog-er type. The fact is this is my first blog ever and maybe going to be my last one too. Fatin has summarized it all in her blog. If you want to know what happened yesterday, just check her out okay? ;) But, I guess she missed one famous word for yesterday. "Pekak". LOL xD She made everyone think if she is or not. I know you're not, but I'm not sure if everyone know about that, hun. Hee. Happened to be Fatin was listening to her ipod until she didn't realize that the boys at back were talking to her. What makes me laughed so much was Che Azwan, who one of the boys that never gives any attention to girls life, happened to give some reaction too. He was showing his why-Fatin-was-ignoring-Syed face when I was looking at them XD Fatin! You rock it. LOL xD

      One last thing for this entry ... Happy Birthday "J"-ah! I knew yesterday was your birthday. How come I know? Is it possible for me not to know when your birthday happened to be in the lyrics for my 2nd syg song? I'm uber jealous. Lucky you!



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Hey! Don't Bring Me Down
@ Sep 20, 2008 09:48 pm (aizyn)

      The fever is back! After two years of waiting, finally, I don't have to wait anymore. Okay. Okay. Scratch that back. I still need to wait for four days. But, hey! Four days is not as long as two years, right.

      I'm so so excited now. For the comeback. For the album. For more great performances! I miss them so much and this is what I'm waiting for! September 24, 2008. Finally, and because of that, I've decided to change my skin here, as you can see. Special for my love! ;) For Mirotic!

      Actually, I was thinking of ditch my lectures on that day. I really want to, but can I? Teehee. I still have four days to think about this. Hee. Let's dongbang'em! xD

      



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Sep 10, 2008
I'm NOT Perfect & I'm Loving It
@ Sep 10, 2008 11:12 pm (aizyn)

      Don't feel like writing in english today. I'll switch the language for today, ne. Kan bahasa itu jiwa bangsa. Tapi kalau nahu pun lintang-pukang, apa yang bahasa? Apa yang jiwa bangsa? Pedulikan. Itu definitely not the main point for this entry.

      Kalau nak cakap pasal kehidupan, hidup itu tidak akan lengkap tanpa keluarga, kegembiraan, kasih sayang, persahabatan dan banyak lagi unsur-unsur bahagia. Tapi siapa kata hidup itu lengkap tanpa air mata, dugaan, pertelingkahan, kesedihan dan semua aspek-aspek "gelap" dalam hidup?

      Siapa yang dalam hidup ni tidak pernah rasa kehilangan? Bohong kalau sesiapa yang kata dia tak pernah kehilangan atau paling kurang rasa kehilangan. Kita selalu rasa sedih bila ditinggalkan. Tapi pernah tak kadang kita terfikir, mungkin orang yang memilih untuk pergi itu lebih sedih daripada orang yang ditinggalkan? Mungkin ya, mungkin tak. Terpulang pada individu untuk menilai sendiri siapa yang lebih sedih, yang meninggalkan atau yang ditinggalkan?

      Ada orang cakap dalam hidup, bila-bila pun kia boleh buka lembaran baru asalkan kita sentiasa berusaha dan tidak mudah putus asa dalam menghadapi ujian. Tapi, bila kita buka lembaran baru, macam mana dengan lembaran yang lama? Tinggalkan macam tu saja atau mungkin jadikan pengalaman lalu sebagai iktibar dalam menghadapi masa depan yang cabaran dan dugaan sentiasa mengintai peluang untuk menguji lembaran hidup manusia? Dah tu, macam mana pula kalau kita nak buka lembaran baru kerana lembaran yang lama tu terlalu banyak diisi dengan episod-episod duka? Entah. Sekali lagi, mungkin terpulang pada individu untuk menilai apa yang patut dan apa yang tidak.

      Bila kita dalam keadaan sedih, kita banyak mengeluh. Tapi kenapa bila kita gembira, kita jarang ucapkan syukur? Kerana manusia itu mudah lupa. Kadang kita rasa kita susah, tapi kita selalu terlupa sebenarnya ramai yang lebih susah di luar sana. Kadang kala kita rasa kurang, tapi kita selalu terlupa sebenarnya ramai yang lebih kekurangan di luar sana. Kadang kala kita rasa sunyi, tapi kita selalu terlupa, sunyi itu sebahagian daripada hidup dan kehidupan kita selepas ini, bukankah kita keseorangan? Tanpa teman, sanak-saudara dan rakan. Jadi mengapa takut untuk berasa sunyi? Takut untuk berasa keseorangan dan ditinggalkan atau meninggalkan?

      Entry ni memang dah melompat-lompat dari satu perkara ke satu perkara yang lain kan? Isi berterabur, ayat pun tak kurang beza pun. Kenapa? Entah.

      I might not be a good daughter to my parents. Might not be a good sister to my siblings. Might not be a good friend to my friends. Might not be a good citizen for the country. But everyday I try to be a better person from yesterday. If it is still not enough, please forgive me. I'm still trying and will always try because I believe every moment we try to be a better person, God is always there to help us. May God bless all of us.



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